This isn’t my best year. Wasn’t being able to find some serious job for so long not to mention having huge debt with university on my back are the things that trouble me most. But then like an idiot I don’t feel that I really care... Just sitting there and waiting for September to come so I can tell myself how big failure I am.
Besides that I am going around and hurt the person I should take care for. Even that I know there are hardly things that you can’t forgive but that doesn’t change that you will never forget them. I have screwed up but that doesn’t mean I don’t want to fix it! And I will do it!
My gym routine also messed up a little lately. Getting tonsillitis almost twice and some other shizz made me miss almost two weeks of running. It’s like 70km for me! I will to have make up for lost distance and get things going! My challenge is almost up and I don’t want to fail it because I know it’s one of the things that I can do.
Working on my design... well, let’s say that I have holidays here ;)