Today I’ve decided I will get back to things I always wanted
to enjoy – design. After having left all my notes and books and tutorials to
dust and root I guess it’s time to get this things going. Since I’m on leave of
absence from university, I thought that I can do little on my own and how damn
wrong it was.
What have I learned at university? Nothing new. I had to
look up tutorials, had to create the stuff same as I did before with kind of
same effect! I know it’s late but I have come to realisation that universities
teach you nothing. Unless you will start working on your own and get hungry for
knowledge then it doesn’t matter if you attend the most prestigious art school
in the country or not. Everything is up to you and your curiosity. So I’ve hooked
up my pants and dug up everything I could – program licences, web tutorial
database and video tutorials so I can get back rolling, I hope I will be able
to show you some results soon enough.
Regarding my personal life it was time to get to basics. It’s
hard to admit but sometimes you need to stop daydreaming and get everything
working, literally. I have applied for few local jobs with my highest hopes set
as retail assistant at Wolves FC store because this is the one that suits me
best with location since it’s within ten minutes from where I live. I know it’s
nothing special but since I need anything to pay off a bit of my university
debt it’s always a good start. Also it will allow me to get back on my gym
supplements so I can shape this slab of meat that I have for body into
something more suitable for dog like me. And I want nice things! And nice
things cost money so there’s no choice here. Hopefully I can start looking at
brighter future from now on because I am really tired of this doom and gloom
around me.
